Not the easiest thing to do, but easy is not what you want anyway. So I'm writing this entry because I'm full of empty promises, to myself, to my friends and families, and even you guys. Just thinking about letting people down and not holding my end of the bargain is so disappointing. That kind of feeling is very counter productive and doesn't allow you to move on. If there's anything that I can say about holding on to empty promises, it's DONT! Seriously, every time I think about what I haven't done, or who I haven't fulfilled a debt to or just any task I've failed at, I just think move on. Move on, so simple. I keep thinking of going back and redoing things, or postponing these post and other endeavors I do on here and really I should just do. I've been looking at some of the famous stars and how successful they are and where they came from. I look at their old pictures and say, "Man I can't believe she wore that." I know that actress is probably thinking the same thing, but knows that's a stepping stone. That was her putting herself out there, and it wasn't a fail because she had to be there first to get to where she is now. You think I'm kidding, take a look for yourself. Search some of the famous people now and see their transformations. Do you think they let their short coming stop them from moving forward, well then don't let yours. And with that note I propose my online store to open Monday of next week. Let's move on and put in that work!
Why is it so hard to just let things be and accept things the way they are? I'm having a hard time with this because somehow I feel in control. My stubbornness caused me to miss a post yesterday. I feel like an addict who has relapsed. Things are so much easier than how I'm taking them into my life. Self evaluation for today, "Take it easy," or "Relax." That is exactly what I'm going to try today. I have a friend who we butt heads more than anything else, and I can finally see him agreeing with this post. Hope everyone has an easy day today. I've been deeply thinking about what to write for my next blog. It's been a bit hard to settle on a topic because I'm a nit picker about the end product of things. I want all my blogs to be intense and a quality read, but then I realized that because of that I wasn't writing any blogs. So I made this tab, Quickies, which will be short daily updates. Now I will continue on with this blog since this is a quickie.
This year I'm going to try something different, instead of setting a finite goal I want to set some goals that will hopefully stick with me till the day I die (here I go still had to add a bit of intensity). So my goal for 2015 is to: -Stop making excuses for myself and take responsibility for my actions. -Practice what I preach (and boy do I try to preach). -Remember that everyday is a blessing (it's human nature to take things for granted but I want to make a conscious effort to live everyday like it's my last). Looking forward...not back. Happy New Year, January 1st isn't the only day marking the start of something new. |
What's a quickie?This is my attempt to post a blog everyday. Something short, quick and sweet. ArchivesCategories |